..Diploma Convocation..

yeah~

my Diploma convocation just over

and yes~

im proudly to announce that im officially graduated from Diploma in TARC

im glad that i can graduate and join convo with my gangs

and all my family members were attended

thanks for attended and the flowers

consider as 2nd convo after my secondary school convo

hahaha

this was definitely more fun because we have mortar board

and we actually throw it (not very high) on convo

syok-nya~

too bad

heavy rain during and after the convo

we can't take much photo and we just can take around college hall only

sad~

but we still enjoying and have a lot of fun

wheeee~

let's check out the pics!!!

actually i still have a lot of pics to show

anyhow some of the pics i haven't get from my friends

anyway

happy convocation to all my dearest friends again

and thanks again to my whole family that fully support me

really love you all~

..short miserable..

8th week

oh yea

i'm having short miserable life

yet i'm enjoying

=.="

fuck off please

advanced diploma

think to withdraw after semester 1

it really push me to the limits already

really torturing me

and killing me softly

been went through a god damn tough and sadness week

within a week

dateline for org. comm assignment

read the journal repeatedly

find those words that don't understand through e-dictionary

but actually i'm not really understand the content

somehow

i still die die finish the part

done 3 out of 4 interviews with politicians at Kajang

part of our assignment for comm. research methods

thanks to mainson for the finding in such a short time

and my 2 very close relatives passed away

feel very regret and guilty coz i'm busying with stupid assignments

till i really can't get off to visit them while in hospital

tears flow out straight away coz i can't manage to see them for one last time

they were so so so so kind to me

regret till the max

life is short

people will only appreciate once they lost their loves one

i should learn more care and appreciate whatever things i have now

to my family and friends too

i do love and care for them

have to overcome the sadness

to be tough so that can fight with assignments again

assignments war never end

so do to the relationship of people

need to be tough to face it and solve it

take it as a challenge in daily life

it will makes life challenging and interesting

鄭秀文 ~ 唯獨你是不可取替

方大同 ~ Wonderful Tonight

Eric Clapton ~ Tears in heaven

凌加峻 ~ 三個字

..emo-ing..

5th week of advanced diploma now

im half dead

problems occur one by one

assignments of course that make me tired and exhausted

damn stress and don't know why i can't get into assignment mood

maybe i still can't used to the environment or situation now

plus

8am class almost everyday

back home also very late

i will very hot-tempered if i ain't enough sleep

can't apply the ptptn for the 1st batch due to some lousy ptptn or tarc system

have to wait for the 2nd batch

almost get scold by my dad when i told him

luckily his mood was good

getting tired of the relationship thingy

boring and i don't like it

please do stay away from me

conflict problems again

is it we have to go through all this then only we all can back to normal

i really get sick of this

and im trying to avoid and solve it

don't throw bad tempered to others

i always remember what my friend told me

i should learn how to be more initiative and patient

and also learn how to put myself in others' shoes

emo-ing

hope all things will getting better and better

*special thanks to my lovely "friend"...

will take your words and its help me a lot...*

..Selamat Hari Bapa..

feel like wanna write something for my dad

but i'm to shy to write in any paper or what and then show him

hahahaha

coz i'm from conservative family and this usually don't happened in my family

eh leh

someday i should do that to my dad

my dad can speaks fluently and write in malay and english

he also can speak in mandarin but not that fluent

he don't know how to write mandarin words except his own name

therefore

i write this especially to my dad in malay

don't laugh at me la to whoever see this

coz my malay isn't that good

wheeeeeeeee~

khas untuk bapa yang tersayang

** meskipun 3 orang anak-anak ni menyusahkan

tapi beliau tetap mengasihi mereka dengan prihatin

beliau telah mencurahkan kasih sayangnya dan mendidik mereka dengan kesabaran

terima kasih atas segala-galanya

akan saya taati beliau tak kira sekarang mahupun masa depan

akan saya buat yang terbaik supaya tak mengecewakan beliau

akan saya belajar dengan bersungguh-sungguh untuk membanggakan beliau **

that's all

suddenly feel so weird when write in malay

whatever

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

again to my dearest daddy

i love you dad

=)

..untitled_12..

you don't have to change anything for me

and i won't change anything because of you

please don't ruin the memories

everything will back to normal again