Monday, July 12, 2010

..short miserable..


8th week
oh yea
i'm having short miserable life
yet i'm enjoying
=.="
fuck off please
advanced diploma
think to withdraw after semester 1
it really push me to the limits already
really torturing me
and killing me softly
been went through a god damn tough and sadness week
within a week
dateline for org. comm assignment
read the journal repeatedly
find those words that don't understand through e-dictionary
but actually i'm not really understand the content
somehow
i still die die finish the part
done 3 out of 4 interviews with politicians at Kajang
part of our assignment for comm. research methods
thanks to mainson for the finding in such a short time
and my 2 very close relatives passed away
feel very regret and guilty coz i'm busying with stupid assignments
till i really can't get off to visit them while in hospital
tears flow out straight away coz i can't manage to see them for one last time
they were so so so so kind to me
regret till the max
life is short
people will only appreciate once they lost their loves one
i should learn more care and appreciate whatever things i have now
to my family and friends too
i do love and care for them
have to overcome the sadness
to be tough so that can fight with assignments again
assignments war never end
so do to the relationship of people
need to be tough to face it and solve it
take it as a challenge in daily life
it will makes life challenging and interesting

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