..emo-ing..

5th week of advanced diploma now

im half dead

problems occur one by one

assignments of course that make me tired and exhausted

damn stress and don't know why i can't get into assignment mood

maybe i still can't used to the environment or situation now

plus

8am class almost everyday

back home also very late

i will very hot-tempered if i ain't enough sleep

can't apply the ptptn for the 1st batch due to some lousy ptptn or tarc system

have to wait for the 2nd batch

almost get scold by my dad when i told him

luckily his mood was good

getting tired of the relationship thingy

boring and i don't like it

please do stay away from me

conflict problems again

is it we have to go through all this then only we all can back to normal

i really get sick of this

and im trying to avoid and solve it

don't throw bad tempered to others

i always remember what my friend told me

i should learn how to be more initiative and patient

and also learn how to put myself in others' shoes

emo-ing

hope all things will getting better and better

*special thanks to my lovely "friend"...

will take your words and its help me a lot...*

..Selamat Hari Bapa..

feel like wanna write something for my dad

but i'm to shy to write in any paper or what and then show him

hahahaha

coz i'm from conservative family and this usually don't happened in my family

eh leh

someday i should do that to my dad

my dad can speaks fluently and write in malay and english

he also can speak in mandarin but not that fluent

he don't know how to write mandarin words except his own name

therefore

i write this especially to my dad in malay

don't laugh at me la to whoever see this

coz my malay isn't that good

wheeeeeeeee~

khas untuk bapa yang tersayang

** meskipun 3 orang anak-anak ni menyusahkan

tapi beliau tetap mengasihi mereka dengan prihatin

beliau telah mencurahkan kasih sayangnya dan mendidik mereka dengan kesabaran

terima kasih atas segala-galanya

akan saya taati beliau tak kira sekarang mahupun masa depan

akan saya buat yang terbaik supaya tak mengecewakan beliau

akan saya belajar dengan bersungguh-sungguh untuk membanggakan beliau **

that's all

suddenly feel so weird when write in malay

whatever

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

again to my dearest daddy

i love you dad

=)

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you don't have to change anything for me

and i won't change anything because of you

please don't ruin the memories

everything will back to normal again