♥¸.•´ ´´•.♪ yim_yim ♪¸.•´ ´´•.✰

..All the best in Internship..

2011-02-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

insomnia

didn't feel sleepy at all

am finding something to do

maybe nervous for tomorrow's interview

most of my friends started their internship already

left me and few of my course mates either waiting for interview or company's response

anyhow

gonna try my best for my interview tomorrow and get the job confirmation as soon as possible

and

all the best for APR1 in your internship

..I Miss You..

2011-01-24T23:32:00.007+08:00

..Lesson One..

2011-01-19T14:18:00.001+08:00

..Outing with Wolfies..

2011-01-16T16:53:00.008+08:00

finally finished our Sem2 exam

and our tiring and nervousness also end up at the moment we passed up the exam paper

feel damn relax and relieve

of course we gonna have fun after the exam

gathered almost all the CPR members to shop and eat

some of them take leave or half day leave or even mc

and few of them joined us right after their work

piccas time again

lunch at Sushi Zanmai

the Wolfies gang

at Pavilion

Pavilion Snow Flakes

Yim and Yong Hui

yeng ar~

Kenzie, Yit Leng, Yong Hui, Sue Mun and Yim

Han Yew, KC, Wai Hong, Jason and Chee Teck

group pic at Time Square

Yit Leng, Kenzie, Chee Teck and Mainson

Sue Mun, Kenzie, Yit Leng and Yim

whee~

group pic at Sek Yuen

wuu~huu~

love the group pic muchies

hope we will have chance and time to have gathering like this

gonna miss you all a lots

love ya

♥♥♥♥♥

..♪♪..

2011-01-04T15:38:00.003+08:00

my favourite songs recently

谢安琪 ~ 脆弱

黄威尔 ~ 爱与不爱

苏打绿 ~ 无眠

潘玮柏 & 苏芮 ~ 我想更懂你

倪安东 ~ Sorry That I Loved You

严爵 ~ 我喜欢，不我爱

韦礼安 ~ 慢慢等

..Happy Birthday Mummy..

2011-01-03T13:23:00.004+08:00

last Saturday

brought my mum out for a surprising birthday celebration

coz her actual birthday date on 3rd of Jan

went to One Utama

and thought want to bring her to Chili's

but long queue there

therefore we just went to Dragon-i

well

can't describe the happiness

so let's check out the few pics

see how happy she is

wheeee~

mummy and daddy

family pic

lastly

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY again

wish you stay healthy and happy always

we know how to take care ourselves already so don't worry too much ya

Love you !!!

♥♥♥♥♥

..21st Century..

2011-01-02T23:41:00.005+08:00

went to Kajang

going for the last revision on stats subject

thanks a lot to CEO

*winks

after the revision

together with HanYew's sis and mum

been to 21st Century Cafe for dinner

nice environment and nice view

but the foods not very nice

piccas time

Han Yew with his mum and sis

Yong Hui and Wenou

four of us

the Bali style pondok

it's time to go back to prepare for the exam war

Good Luck and all the best to APR1

..Exam..

2011-01-01T14:33:00.000+08:00

exam time table of APR1 2nd semester

good luck to all APR1

and

my dear Wolfies gang

work hard together

all the best ya

..Welcome 2011..

2010-12-31T22:50:00.001+08:00

today is the last day of 2010 and its gonna end soon. let's welcome a brand new year ~ 2011.

well. recall back what i've done in this year. too much. mostly with my dear college friends~ Wolfies gang. whee~ because i spent most of the time with them and sometimes even weekend. always by my side when i'm facing problems. helping me so much and "sayang" me so much. hehe. we gone through those no matter sweet or bitter, sad or happy. really glad to have you guys.

allow me to say: i really Appreciate and Love you all.

muacksss !

a brand new year. i should have a new year resolution and set a brand new target or goal. but too much new year resolutions to list down. however, target or goal of the 2010 that i've set, i will continue to achieve it which is my Advanced Diploma. i'm on my way and i believe i can achieve it and finish my study until i get my Degree.

few more years to wait. i'm gonna give up on it. tiring and meaningless. i don't want to be a selfish person and i should let you go. i see nothing between us. even the feeling of missing itself disappear slowly. you are too far for me to reach you and i can't even see the actual distance. obviously my friends are more important after my family. appreciate every moment that we had.

end of the year and it's also for self-examine time. i do have and i will change it . especially my emotion. will try to control and make myself less emo. hmm. i remember one of my friend said that i'm "gatal" (in chinese pinyin means fa qiao). well thanks for letting me know. would like to ask how to change it since you are not. i'm willing to learn that ya. oh yea. hoping my friend will have self-examine too. if not you will getting worse and worse because you just know put the blame on others. and sometimes please think rationally and being mature because you are no more a kid.

this year will just stay at home and welcome 2011 with my notes. not going anywhere because of the study mode. but want to see fireworks so badly at my house balcony tonight. yeah !!!

once again Happy New Year to my family and my JiMui, my dear and my dear Wolfies.

CHEERS !!!!

..AGE..

2010-12-30T13:36:00.007+08:00

3 of us gather again

appreciate a lot each time we met

this time we had something different

YouCam which is in my laptop

caution coz some might harms your eyes

wheee~

enjoy the moment with them

friendship forever ya

♥ Love you two ♥

..不懂..

2010-12-28T18:29:00.004+08:00

己经好远了
退也有一点累了
我们都不知道路有多远
走到何时才歇一歇
不如就现在吧
让我们都停下
但是在休息后
我们还不知道继续走的理由
雨都停了天都亮了
我们还不懂
这爱情路究竟带我们到什么地方
是要持续仍旧珍惜
还是回到原地
如今此刻的我
的确是有一点疲倦

*希望能理解

..无主题_14..

2010-12-27T23:11:00.001+08:00

最近上回 Friendster

再看回那些 testimonials或comments

觉得蛮有趣

我比较喜欢以前的我们

虽然留言内容无聊透顶

但对我来说可是很有意义

记得你遗失电话的几个星期

我们都是靠这个来保持联络

当在每天都准时上线互相等回复

现时的我们已经改变许多

不再像以前那样了

真的很怀念那时候

突然又开始想念你了

再看看别人的留言

看到一位朋友的

看见她曾经出现在他的过去

我真的很羡慕她

曾经被他那么的深深爱过

那时他的偏激生活全都是因为她

羡慕归羡慕

我还是觉得庆幸

因为现在的他已经做回自己

努力地向目标冲刺和前进

至少他还有我们共同进退

他还不时给于朋友鼓励和动力

还处处为他人着想

我衷心地喜欢甚至是爱你这个朋友

真的

“朋友”就够了

..Christmas Eve..

2010-12-25T16:28:00.010+08:00

3 of us

cracking our minds to think where to go during this Christmas eve

finally we went to Sunway Piramid

at MOF

the food so so nia and a bit expensive

our next station ~ SnowFlakes

but this time at SS15

wheeeee~

our last station ~ Kajang

HanYew, see we so good to you

countdown our Christmas at PappaRich

really had a great time with them

and this is the first time WeiWen celebrates his Christmas eve in KL

happy bo ??

hahaha

looking forward to New Year countdown ya

..MoMo Paradise steamboat..

2010-12-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

MoMo Paradise steamboat

RM 25 nett per person

MingMing

Yim

WeiWen

Mainson

HanYew

their posing..

yuck !!!

they so cruel to my little walkie-talkie

T.T

went there twice

such a nice place to eat steamboat without sweating

and all you can eat until vomit

..A Cut Above Charity event..

2010-12-21T21:42:00.001+08:00

A Cut Above Charity event

organized by APR 2 and AMS 2

an event that joint with A Cut Above academy

RM 10 for a hair cut

the big Monopoly outside the college hall

with Nick Chung

Kyo the actor

HanYew

he felt so speechless

Pyo

before the haircut

JiaErn

my senior from APR2

mainson

after the haircut

acting cool

after the haircut

leng zai lar~

well

i just donate the money but don't want to cut my hair coz not confidence with their skill

but my friends went to the haircut and end up they not satisfied with it

what a great experience for them

LOL~

..Genting in December..

2010-12-20T22:10:00.001+08:00

Genting again

the Christmas theme of this year in Genting was awesome

they used a lots of plastic bottles as decoration

really creative enough

*thumbs up for them

the Christmas theme

nice !!!

at Resort World

casino

clubs

at First World

waiting to watch Tron 3D

at Old Town

inside our room

they just can't stop playing PS2, iPhone and PSP

hmph !!!!

wolves in the Safari club

Merry Christmas !!!!

another 3 days 2 nights trip

freaking cold up there plus heavy rain

but we still enjoy it very much

thanks Eve and i really hope you enjoy this trip

..Outing..

2010-12-12T23:29:00.001+08:00

outing with my dearest friend SueMun

went to StarHill for tea-break

RM3.60 per dish

cheap and delicious

went to Pavilion for the dessert that i craving for so so long ~ SnowFlake

yeah !!!

then SueMun introduce the new thing to me ~ Shimino

Japanese pancake that fill with cream, fruits, ice-cream and cake

yummy !!!!

been to Fahrenheit 88 also

nice Christmas decoration there

it's been a long time i never had a such relax outing like this

thanks SueMun for bringing me to eat many nice foods

looking forward the next destination ya

hahaha

...EuJin's Wedding.

2010-12-11T00:18:00.001+08:00

congratulations to them

..B3 @ Rawang Waterfall..

2010-12-10T23:33:00.001+08:00

went to Rawang waterfall with my classmates

but not all the classmates were join us

we brought McD to there

12 peoples with 3 cars which are Pyo's Pajero, HanYew's Kancil and WeiWen's Kenari

we had a lots of fun especially the girls changing clothes inside Pyo's Pajero

its was fun and hope to have more class trip in future

B3 rocksssss!!!

..充实的周末..

2010-12-05T20:33:00.002+08:00

终于可以过个轻松无优的周末了

今天和家人去了Grand Seasons Hotel吃自助餐

照片图说时刻

食物一般没什么特别

不过食物好不好吃只是其次

最重要的还是

能这样和家人聚在一起

♥♥♥♥♥

至于星期六我都在干吗呢

说了我妈也不信

就是和wei wen去了han yew家拜见CEO

为的是想请CEO指点功课 (stats)

看吧

对于温习功课我可一点也没有松懈怠慢

话说回来

果然CEO的实力非凡

短短的几小时里

足以让我明白那些表面上看起来很复杂的数字

其实可以简略和简单

衷心感谢她抽出宝贵的时间和很有耐心地教我们

上完了便去吃晚餐

然后再去Beach Cafe喝茶

taken from WENOU'S LIFESTYLE

很久都没过像这样充实而轻松的周末了

过完周末就等于说是时候恢复上课心情

即将踏入第11个星期

也就是说我们已将近考试了

希望这次不要再临时抱佛脚

..short escape..

2010-11-28T16:30:00.001+08:00

too stress

really need a space for me to take a deep deep breath

honey chicken chop rice

from 100 yen

at Kepong Menjalara

oh yesh

food and desserts definitely can release my stress

although its just for a short while

phew !!!

thanks for the short escape MR.

muackss ♥

and hmmm

actually i craving for SnowFlakes long long time jor

bring me go ya next time

okay now back to Hell again

~.~v

..November is Journals month..

2010-11-28T01:04:00.006+08:00

GOSH !!!!

November is Journals month

what a pathetic month we're having now

next Thursday will be the submission date

yet we still struggling for that

been consulted by sir for past 3 weeks

god damn nervous and scary

from searching for 5 journals until he banned few of it

find again then wait him to approve

and at last started the literature review

nightmare not end yet

step by step

done the 1st sub-topic in 1 page

didn't scold us like others do but just ask us to link all the points

honestly

i have no idea what he wants

and not only me but most of my friends also out of idea

thats why the works keep banned by him and re-do by us

OMG !!!

therefore he gave us key points for the 3 Journals

and from 4 sub-topics cut down to 3 sub-topics because he said we are SuckS

eehheemm

although it's just 6 pages but it seems like taking our life or soul softly

i rather you kill me straight away than torturing me

but we shall take it as 1 of our challenge or training before we flight to UK

enjoy it people

hahahahaha

i believe i can go through this

let's work on it ya my dear boss and poly

..Broga Hill 记..

2010-11-20T04:25:00.001+08:00

BROGA HILL

从第2学期开学计划至今

终于可以去到了

虽然途中有些不愉快

但最后还是暂把它抛到九霄云外

投入大自然的怀抱

在午夜时分

去了Putrajaya

之前我都是在看到太阳的时候去的

不过这次却是在月光的陪伴下游布特拉再也

别有独特的经验

热爱摄影的weiwen和mainson

也发挥他们拍摄的技巧和功力

哈哈

欣赏完美景便去hanyew家睡觉

凌晨5时便出发到 Broga Hill 去

为了看日出

虽有点辛苦但值

以下是藉由mainson和weiwen的专业的照片图说

想借由此处

谢谢weiwen和mainson为我们拍了以上那么多漂亮的照片

看了日出想看日落

仅只想想而已

哈哈

上山时确实很辛苦

因为像我平时不做运动的人

难免会有些吃力甚至腿软呢

可一到达山上时

便有莫名的成就感和满足感

因为我做到了

嘻嘻

下次还会去？

大概会吧！！！

^_^v

..十月..

2010-11-19T20:00:00.004+08:00

很久没进部落格了

大概是因为功课的关系吧

而且其实自己有点懒惰

嘻嘻

十月

过得普通

没什么特别可以写下

只是赶下功课

帮下朋友庆祝生日

和难得回来的他逛下街

普通但充实

12.10.2010 ~ Wei Wen's 21st birthday

26.10.2010 ~ MCD @ B3

很快就要到十一二月了

既期待又害怕新一年的到来

希望能挨过所有一切

..婚礼与派对..

2010-10-31T23:16:00.001+08:00

10月

2位朋友结婚

3位朋友生日

哗

有点让我招架不住

但要先对他们/她们道歉

因为忙于功课以外还有些私事

所以并没出席任何一个婚礼或派对

无论如何

恭喜朋友们新婚愉快

祝朋友们生日快乐

（虽然迟了些）

回想起

其中一个婚礼是前任与好朋友的

有些话歹势当面说

只好写在这

（我只道你们有在看）

只想对你们说

既然你做了选择

就要负起男人该负的重任

凡事以家庭为中心

你已是成人了

不能再像以前那么任性

你俩都是我的好朋友

请好好互相珍惜对方

衷心祝福你们白头偕老

**也答应过你们baby的满月酒我会出席

=）

..言者无心，听者有意..

2010-10-09T03:40:00.001+08:00

有曰：言者无心，听者有意

..爱上你..

2010-09-30T22:01:00.001+08:00

the song from Taiwanese drama <就想赖着你> cast by Ella from SHE and Jerry Yan from F4

recently don't know why damn addicted to this song

如果说这世界不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好
就像爱看起来会那么少一定是
在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到

一片片落叶为开出个花园
手牵手捱过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶为了飞
为了翩翩起舞先做一个茧
最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边要不是
比天边还遥远勇气怎么出现

当我终于住进你的心里
分享同一个世界
身后错过痛过漫长情节
都变甜美

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容
一天一天到永远那一天
Yeh 爱上你有多幸运
像是天使的礼物
我们不要辜负这幸福
一定要更加幸福
如果爱真的是那么的少
我们就
一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰
当你终于走到我的面前
完整所有的画面
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
只剩喜悦
像是大雨过后晴朗的天宽阔而耀眼
每个黎明都需要有夜成全
往回看每兜一个圈
每一条迂回的曲线
都是为爱上你必须留的伏线

..无主题_13..

2010-09-23T14:44:00.004+08:00

在家量地也量了将近2个星期

不想做工

只想待在家减肥

怎知却越减越肥

只能怪自己毅力和决心不够

想起刚刚朋友说的

其实每个人都可以，只是看你肯不肯而已

对，我肯，可是我懒

你看，我的借口来了

唉

难得放假没做工待在家

朋友们都来约我吃三餐，下午茶，喝茶还有宵夜

这样并没有吃穷我

反而吃肥我啊

呵呵

这几天在面子书一直浏览某个人的网页

除了他的照片吸引了我之外

还让我回想起他们之间的点滴

而他们的分开确实有点可惜

实在有点难以想像

哈哈

大概是我想太多了

朋友们都说我变了

变得开朗笑容也更多了

但却安静了很多

现在才发现以前的我原来是那么地叽喳

其实自己也不知道为什么

有时会觉得只想享受和朋友们在一起的时刻

就算静静的看着对方也好

不过也发现最近的自己喜欢静静的也定定的看着朋友说话

有可能我连话也懒得说了吧

哈哈哈哈

下星期就开学了

开始有点担心成绩了

希望我考试顺利过关吧！！

..Vincent & Corinne's wedding..

2010-09-15T18:15:00.011+08:00

12th September 2010

it's my handsome "ah chik" and "ah chim" ~ Vincent and Corinne's big day

congratulations to them

a GOOD news and also again a BIG gathering for Low's family

well

and again i have to dressed up like a lady to attend the wedding dinner at Berjaya Times Square Hotel

okay for now

it's photos time

the morning session

they are dancing Nobody

the night session ~ wedding dinner

serves with cocktail before the wedding dinner started

all in purple... ^^

me and my cousin

groom's father

the bride and the host of the wedding dinner

finally my handsome "ah chik" get married

lastly and again

wish them live happily ever after

早生贵子

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

..One Utama & i-City..

2010-09-14T17:21:00.001+08:00

10th September 2010

a day with well and fully plan

went to One Utama with Sue Mun, KC and Jason Lee

stage show at One Utama

enjoyed our lunch at Chili's

oh yea that's my first time

KC & Jason Lee a.k.a che san

Sue Mun a.k.a Linda with her sweet smile

shop at G2000 coz KC wanna buy formal wear

had our yamcha session at Starbucks

and happily snapped photos there

went home at 7 something

coz we need to go to i-City at Shah Alam with Han Yew and his friend

and sadly Jason Lee didn't follow

therefore we 5 peoples 1 car

arrgghhh

nothing special there and just lights only

can't captured the nice photos with the lights because of my poor pixel camera

but anyway

the view there is just nice

and after that we went for yamcha and chit-chat

do have fun with them and i really like the moment when yamcha with them

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

..Malacca 2010..

2010-09-13T16:18:00.001+08:00

5th September 2010 ~ 7th September 2010

our 3 days 2 nights trip

Malacca > Port Dickson > Seremban > Kepong

but mine actually was 4 days 3 nights trip coz from

Kajang > Malacca > Port Dickson > Seremban > Kepong

went for movie "Step Up 3" with Sue Mun, Wai Hong and Han Yew at Alamanda before the day we went to Malacca

syok-nya~

first time went for the trip with Wei Wen, and his girlfriend Yong Hui, Ming Ming and Sue Mun

really enjoyed and had a lots of fun with the gang

our breakfast at Kajang

Mainson with the GPS

the funny thing was the GPS can scold people

near Stadthuys

at Stadthuys

let's jump

at Dataran Pahlawan ~ Carrefour

our steamboat ingredients

ladies are preparing the ingredients for the steamboat

guys are LAZY... just know how to EAT and EAT

in our apartment ~ Garden City Service Apartment

met Ooi, Ginger, Becky and Sebastian at Jonker Walk

"Sebastian.... BU SHUAI"

love this pic a lots~

at Jonker Walk

the lovely couple from Terengganu ~ Wei Wen & Yong Hui

Satay Celup... not very nice

bought by Mainson

at Hoe Kee Chicken Rice Ball

at A Famosa Safari

on our way to Monkey Island

the Wild Wild West show

at Restaurant Ole Sayang Nyonya Food

Ming Ming & Yong Hui

Poly & Sue Mun

at Port Dickson

4 wolves syok sendiri in the middle of the sea

the trip ends right after we had our dinner at Kepong Menjalara ~ Bak Kut Teh (again) and dessert

thanks for giving me another enjoyable, crazy and memorable trip

really love this gang a lots although they are wolf

LOL~

sure will miss you guys a lots in this semester break

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

..1st sem of 1st year in Advanced Diploma..

2010-09-11T12:59:00.001+08:00

atlast

i've gone through the very first year first sem in Advanced Diploma in Mass Communication (Public Relations)

it's tough and suffering enough

always feel like give up in the half way

but really need to thanks to my wolf gang that always support and motivate me

pheww~

feel so tired in handling everything

especially when hidden conflict occur

i really out of idea to manage it

oh well i just can leave it there

well about assignments

i have to admit that i really "bersyukur" and appreciate that i had a tough and terar group

all of us were satisfied with the marks that we get for every assignments coz we really put a lot of efforts and it shown our team work

and we had met with a new guy from penang branch - Mr. Ou Wei Wen

and also high distinction student - Ms. Teh Ming Ming

had a lots of fun with them and they treat me so so nice

muacks~

about final exam ar

the final exam papers really make me "ki siao"

i can't even memorize those points

maybe im old cause my mind can't function well

im lazy (definitely)

oh yea

thanks to Poly that serve her place for us to sleep and kah chiun also

and thanks to Wai Hong and Han Yew coz we had a very great group study while at poly's hostel

and also Mainson, Wei Wen and Ming Ming for helping out in group study too

really love you guys a lot

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

these are the pics that captured during the 14 weeks

about assignments, outing, group study and etc

Communication Research Methods assignment

interview with YB Lee Kim Sin

interview with Tuan Arutchelvan

interview with Datuk Yew Teong Look

interview with Datin Paduka Low Lee Leng

first time outing for movie with Mr. Ou Wei Wen

celebrate Kah Chiun's 21st birthday at Station One, Genting Klang

at MU McDonald

Mainson with Wei Wen and Ming Ming

the most ngam cham old man - Mr. Ou Wei Wen

well

we all had gone through the very first sem

hope the wolf gang can proceed till we flight to UK

oh yea

flight to UK

that's my aim for now

..ECOnnect by APR1 & AAV2..

2010-08-07T15:58:00.006+08:00

ECOnnect 2010

an event about recycling phones

that presented by NOKIA

main sponsored by DIGI

and

organizer - APR1

creative agency - AAV2

held in TAR College hall

on 3rd to 5th 2010

ECOnnect

Let's start talking green~

my STRONG department - Security & Maintenance

APR1 family pic

closing ceremony

whole APR1 went on stage to wave our phones in closing lights

APR1 on NOKIA truck

it was a successful event and all of us enjoying very much

this event had made all APR1 get to know each other deeply and united

from this event

i really learned a lot of either good or "bad" things

and get to know a lot of "new" friends too

happy that finally we can had experience in organized such big event

hopefully we will have this kind of chances in future time

and happy to work out with whole APR1

and and special thanks to our photographers that capture all the progress and during the event

those pics really meant a lot to us

APR1 ROCKS !!!!

..can i ??..

2010-08-06T17:34:00.000+08:00

tired of waiting..

don't know what can do while waiting..

seems so helpless and alone..

i learned how to be patient from you..

and..

now i learned how to lost my patient because of you..

with your motivation im strong..

without your motivation im weak again..

from now on i should stand on my own feet..

i will try hard..

and start to motivate myself..

you should have a better one..

and i will look for others..

just hope to escape from the tiring waiting life..

..Diploma Convocation..

2010-07-22T13:18:00.000+08:00

yeah~

my Diploma convocation just over

and yes~

im proudly to announce that im officially graduated from Diploma in TARC

im glad that i can graduate and join convo with my gangs

and all my family members were attended

thanks for attended and the flowers

consider as 2nd convo after my secondary school convo

hahaha

this was definitely more fun because we have mortar board

and we actually throw it (not very high) on convo

syok-nya~

too bad

heavy rain during and after the convo

we can't take much photo and we just can take around college hall only

sad~

but we still enjoying and have a lot of fun

wheeee~

let's check out the pics!!!

actually i still have a lot of pics to show

anyhow some of the pics i haven't get from my friends

anyway

happy convocation to all my dearest friends again

and thanks again to my whole family that fully support me

really love you all~

..short miserable..

2010-07-12T01:27:00.001+08:00

8th week

oh yea

i'm having short miserable life

yet i'm enjoying

=.="

fuck off please

advanced diploma

think to withdraw after semester 1

it really push me to the limits already

really torturing me

and killing me softly

been went through a god damn tough and sadness week

within a week

dateline for org. comm assignment

read the journal repeatedly

find those words that don't understand through e-dictionary

but actually i'm not really understand the content

somehow

i still die die finish the part

done 3 out of 4 interviews with politicians at Kajang

part of our assignment for comm. research methods

thanks to mainson for the finding in such a short time

and my 2 very close relatives passed away

feel very regret and guilty coz i'm busying with stupid assignments

till i really can't get off to visit them while in hospital

tears flow out straight away coz i can't manage to see them for one last time

they were so so so so kind to me

regret till the max

life is short

people will only appreciate once they lost their loves one

i should learn more care and appreciate whatever things i have now

to my family and friends too

i do love and care for them

have to overcome the sadness

to be tough so that can fight with assignments again

assignments war never end

so do to the relationship of people

need to be tough to face it and solve it

take it as a challenge in daily life

it will makes life challenging and interesting

.. ♪..

2010-07-05T01:06:00.003+08:00

鄭秀文 ~ 唯獨你是不可取替

方大同 ~ Wonderful Tonight

Eric Clapton ~ Tears in heaven

凌加峻 ~ 三個字

..emo-ing..

2010-06-20T15:14:00.005+08:00

5th week of advanced diploma now

im half dead

problems occur one by one

assignments of course that make me tired and exhausted

damn stress and don't know why i can't get into assignment mood

maybe i still can't used to the environment or situation now

plus

8am class almost everyday

back home also very late

i will very hot-tempered if i ain't enough sleep

can't apply the ptptn for the 1st batch due to some lousy ptptn or tarc system

have to wait for the 2nd batch

almost get scold by my dad when i told him

luckily his mood was good

getting tired of the relationship thingy

boring and i don't like it

please do stay away from me

conflict problems again

is it we have to go through all this then only we all can back to normal

i really get sick of this

and im trying to avoid and solve it

don't throw bad tempered to others

i always remember what my friend told me

i should learn how to be more initiative and patient

and also learn how to put myself in others' shoes

emo-ing

hope all things will getting better and better

*special thanks to my lovely "friend"...

will take your words and its help me a lot...*

..Selamat Hari Bapa..

2010-06-20T12:20:00.000+08:00

feel like wanna write something for my dad

but i'm to shy to write in any paper or what and then show him

hahahaha

coz i'm from conservative family and this usually don't happened in my family

eh leh

someday i should do that to my dad

my dad can speaks fluently and write in malay and english

he also can speak in mandarin but not that fluent

he don't know how to write mandarin words except his own name

therefore

i write this especially to my dad in malay

don't laugh at me la to whoever see this

coz my malay isn't that good

wheeeeeeeee~

khas untuk bapa yang tersayang

** meskipun 3 orang anak-anak ni menyusahkan

tapi beliau tetap mengasihi mereka dengan prihatin

beliau telah mencurahkan kasih sayangnya dan mendidik mereka dengan kesabaran

terima kasih atas segala-galanya

akan saya taati beliau tak kira sekarang mahupun masa depan

akan saya buat yang terbaik supaya tak mengecewakan beliau

akan saya belajar dengan bersungguh-sungguh untuk membanggakan beliau **

that's all

suddenly feel so weird when write in malay

whatever

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

again to my dearest daddy

i love you dad

..untitled_12..

2010-06-05T02:33:00.002+08:00

you don't have to change anything for me

and i won't change anything because of you

please don't ruin the memories

everything will back to normal again

..朋友与了解..

2010-05-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

朋友是要经过了解

能遇到对方

是种缘分

所以我很珍惜他们

更想去多了解他们

有时

朋友只准自己对别人好

不让朋友对自己好

我想不通

有时

朋友的封闭让我束手无策

再怎么努力

始终了解不到另一面的他

因为

我始终相信

一个人有不同的一面

不管是好的坏的

看起来坚强的他

其实也有脆弱的一面

虽然有时帮不上什么忙

但至少

有个听众可以分担分享

好让你不必自个在那里郁闷

毕竟收在心里会比说出来痛苦

可以理解

大多数是难以开口或开不了口

所以

请你务必要记得

我们可以是酒肉朋友

也可以是你最佳的听众

just think of us when you need someone to be around

..丁当 - 亲人..

2010-05-23T16:23:00.007+08:00

最近身边的朋友都在看 <<下一站，幸福>> 耶...

我正好有空便凑上一脚咯!!

发现戏里无论主角活配角...

演技和样貌都不错看噢!!

虽然对白有时闷了点...

但剧情是我一直追看下去的原因之一...

因而爱上了戏里的插曲...

丁当 - 亲人

超级好听咧!!!

..DIPLOMA - 毕业了..

2010-05-22T15:41:00.001+08:00

七早八早还没睡醒...

就被han yew的讯息吵醒...

看完讯息马上跳起来连牙都没刷...

就和弟弟抢电脑用...

为的是看成绩啊...

终于...

我看到了...

谢天谢地...

我终于可以毕业了!!!!!

2个B.. 1个B-...

至于我其他的朋友...

恭喜他们都能顺利毕业!!

yeah!!!

唉...

距离上课的时间还剩几个小时...

考虑着...

到底是否继续读...

其实是在怀疑自己的能力是否已到了极限...

另一方面又想赚钱...

矛盾中...

除了这些...

还有其他方面的考量...

想着想着...

妈咪突来的话打消了我那些考量...

“很好啊！及格了就继续读啊！”

顿时...

因为这话而让我做了继续读的决定...

对自己也承诺过...

要越读越多...

所以对自己承诺过的东西应该要负责嘛!!!

好吧！

我相信...

加倍的努力一定会换来好成果的...

为自己加油~

也希望朋友们加油~

因为我们要开始另一段新的旅程咯!!

加油吧!!

..T I M E..

2010-05-14T03:49:00.002+08:00

it's 3:50am and i ain't sleeping..

but still blogging here..

insomnia??

i don't think so...

too many problems surrounding me and i can't solve even one..

i'm useless i think...

although i feel very frustrate but i can't show it out...

i just can smile...

there's no other way to express the feeling except SMILE...

we knew that cry can't retrieve anything..

in that moment...

i lost myself...

i can't find the way out...

my brain totally blank...

maybe that's the result we looking for..

it's very hard to pull you out from the very inner place..

it takes time...

and i know it will works...

thanks for everything...

i do care...

and....

i do appreciate...

well...

it's hurt and pain..

i must always remind myself...

shouldn't involve in it anymore...

hope time can reduce everything...

..GenTinG..

2010-05-13T14:17:00.007+08:00

10th to 12th May 2010...

finally..

our trip was on..

no where but Genting again..

i think this time budget quite low..

special thanks to Uncle Pee for the room..

although is not MAXIMS but Highland is definitely more than enough for us...

thanks and thanks again...

8 person in 1 room..

crowded huh..

but joyful..

and and..

guys LOVE the bathtub lots...

they even take turn to steep in the bathtub..

=.="..

CASINO...

this was the first time i stepped into casino..

i didn't gambling but just looked around..

well...

we didn't played any outdoor or indoor games..

just watched Thomas & Uber Cup live thru Astro in room...

first time watched with the guys..

WTH...

just can use "noisy" to describe them while watching...

then gambling...

played "killer" and another game don't know called what ar...

so our pics less...

we went for movie and club..

it was first time and a good experience to go with kiang sang and tack wai...

and met new friends there..

really have lots of fun there..

wheeeeeeeee~

Sushi King~ 1st day and 3rd day meal...

Highlands Hotel...

Maxims here... =(

new friends.. ^^

at SAFARI...

having fun and relaxing during this trip...

the most important for me was...

can gather again with the "wolf team"...

as what my friend said..

we can maintain our relationship wert...

yea! yea!

the 3rd day after Genting..

our "hao ren" and few of us fetch poly back KS...

and have our dinner there..

haha..

nice~

after this trip gonna continue my work...

sure miss them a lot lar~

and results release soon...

hopefully...

i can graduate with my dear gang..

..DIPLOMA - 完毕..

2010-04-27T18:15:00.003+08:00

终于完成了 diploma 的最后一个考试！

一个人从考场 PA block 走到靠近 V block 的巴士站...

突然有种落寞的感觉！

不是因为没有朋友在身边...

只是想到有可能没办法和大家一起升上 advance了！

基于这次的考试...

我超没信心！

总觉得我努力得不够到家...

温习时一直心不在焉...

尽管怎么努力去背...

还是没办法！

我也不知道我到底是怎么了？！

算了！

管它的结果如何..

至少为自己做好了坏和好的打算！

坏的就是做工..

好的当然是继续读啊！

因为我一踏进学院的目的就是要越读越多嘛！

话说回来...

3年的学院生活确实让我获益良多...

知识上...

态度上...

最重要的是友谊上...

从不认识和不熟...

到认识甚至是“滚瓜烂熟”...

都让我很珍惜他们....

从他们身上也学了不少东西...

有好的也有坏的吧！

他们也教会我打 CS， L4D ，COD4 咧！

geng hor.....

至于那些认识但不熟的朋友...

他们也教会了我不少东西...

让我看清和体会....

什么是尔虞我诈....

他们也让我看到因为有竞争而努力不懈提升自己...

誓要超越对手的精神...

咦？
怎么好像有点自相矛盾了呢？

啊管它的啦！

放假了！

不想做工先！

因为要等和朋友去旅行！

怕万一做工了会请不到假咧！

可是却无法决定要去哪里！

唉！

很想在和他们聚在一起呢！

希望这次的 trip 能顺利举办吧！

*我很想念我的朋友们啊！！！

..可悲的朋友..

2010-04-26T13:18:00.000+08:00

你要

给你

我不要

请放心

他是你的

不是我的

我心意已决

绝不会反悔

你和他怎样了

不必向我炫耀

我对此不感兴趣

不需一再刺激我

没了你对我的纠缠

我的生活更是清静

就请你走得越远越好

不要有事没事就来烦

我其实没空闲听你炫耀

更没必要听你饭后话题

你都不觉得这游戏很腻吗

我都腻得快要受不了要吐

你都快变成二十一岁的人了

而且你第三者身份让人懊恼

已经当面劝你和说服你好几次

你依久当成耳边风还我行我素

想说明知山有虎你却偏向虎山行

最后很可能会上得山多终遇虎呢

话虽如此可我还是当你是我的朋友

希望有一天你思想可以变得成熟些

别人给的东西都不是真正属于自己的

只有自己争取的才会永远属于自己的

..DPR 2 - last day..

2010-04-10T13:01:00.010+08:00

08 / 04 / 2010

diploma 的最后一天了！

我们还在搞 press conference 咧！

搞完后当然要和老师拍照留恋咯！

miss tiong...

她很像 "alice in wonderland" 里的 "red queen" 咯！

完成了班照。。

是时候到我们 cam-whore 了！

DPR2 B5~

formal look~

“女”班~ 少了 moon~

班上唯“四”的男生~

和 sub-team~

和 director & IT department manager~

拍了很多很多。。

还有 ooi 拍的大头照呢！

拍完了。。

就集体去 wangsa walk 的 popeye 吃东西。。

吃完了，就到处逛逛。。

逛完了，有回去上最后一堂 lecture。。

基于是最后一堂嘛！

上完了。。

当然又是拍照咯~

gigi & karen & poly~

我会怀念她比中指给 hanyew 的时候咯~

wolf team~

.................... =.="

yer~ so rude~

上完了课又去喝茶。。

因为可以说是最后一次喝茶了！

phewww~

最后一次和他们那样聚在一起了！

一定会很怀念他们各自吹水的时候！

希望大家努力考试！

实现自己的所定下的目标吧！

..终结 - 3月..

2010-04-02T16:37:00.010+08:00

3月~

很忙！很赶！很乱！很累！

很开心！很惊喜！很紧张！很失望！

复杂又乱的心情仅在这个月里通通都发生了！

由月头赶功课赶到月尾！

不是功课就是小考！

话说回来。。

这次的assignment的确让我获益匪浅！

有打电话去问某某杂志社的media contact list！

去访问记者和PRP！

PRP - Miss Amber

reporter from KOSMO! - Miss Suhana

我们也不忘去享受一下！

嘻嘻！

靓女Joanne的生日！

我的姑姑和姑丈

"PappaRich"

还有news clipping 和 press conference。。

小考应该算是通过了！

算对得起自己了！

不像那些为了赢别人而作弊的人！

太不应该了！！

好了！

除了忙功课。。

我们还有一点时间去小玩。。

比如，Full House~

我和素雯

还有我的21岁生日派对！

谢谢家人帮我举办~

还有谢谢朋友们抽空出席~

我的家人

我风趣和搞笑的朋友们

我的好姐妹

我的礼物

其实还有很多很多说不完！

不过。。

还是要向身边的朋友说声：对不起！

我的臭脸和情绪化让你们懊恼了！

真的很对不起！

我会努力改进的！

只要你们不要嫌弃我咧！

嘻嘻！

♥¸.•*´ ´´*•.♪ yim_yim ♪¸.•*´ ´´*•.✰

..All the best in Internship..

..I Miss You..

..Lesson One..

..Outing with Wolfies..

..♪♪..

..Happy Birthday Mummy..

..21st Century..

..Exam..

..Welcome 2011..

..AGE..

..不懂..

..无主题_14..

..Christmas Eve..

..MoMo Paradise steamboat..

..A Cut Above Charity event..

..Genting in December..

..Outing..

...EuJin's Wedding.

..B3 @ Rawang Waterfall..

..充实的周末..

..short escape..

..November is Journals month..

..Broga Hill 记..

..十月..

..婚礼与派对..

..言者无心，听者有意..

..爱上你..

..无主题_13..

..Vincent & Corinne's wedding..

..One Utama & i-City..

..Malacca 2010..

..1st sem of 1st year in Advanced Diploma..

..ECOnnect by APR1 & AAV2..

..can i ??..

..Diploma Convocation..

..short miserable..

.. ♪..

鄭秀文 ~ 唯獨你是不可取替

方大同 ~ Wonderful Tonight

Eric Clapton ~ Tears in heaven

凌加峻 ~ 三個字

..emo-ing..

..Selamat Hari Bapa..

..untitled_12..

..朋友与了解..

..丁当 - 亲人..

..DIPLOMA - 毕业了..

..T I M E..

..GenTinG..

..DIPLOMA - 完毕..

..可悲的朋友..

..DPR 2 - last day..

..终结 - 3月..

♥¸.•´ ´´•.♪ yim_yim ♪¸.•´ ´´•.✰